rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
-3:49 PM
well...here comes another unhappy moments...
y is there so many unhappy moments comin on my way ....y y y ?? just dun understand..
i come back only 6 months, but there's so many so many :S sad n unhappy incident happening one after another. i really hope i can get away or go back to aus...
but i dun understand y is there so many things happening...did i changed? or did the people n things ard me changed?
now this situation is like forcing me to leave ...
i really dunno how to help it and solve it unless one leave. i dun wan to continue staying in this position where people dun welcome me and think that i snatch their precious away. say until i so ba dao... n its after such a long time, this is still an issue. it sort of leave me no choice but to step out so tat i would at least help lessen the pressure.
but...but ... but ... y me? y y y ?? y m i the one tat need to sacrifice? y ppl seems to snatch my happiness away from me? y ? didn't i hold any value after such a long time? just bcoz i'm not attached n they r .....n so wat?? iissshhhhh.......................thinking of it just pissing me off.
really sad about it ...bcoz i duno wat to do and duno wat should be done. everything also got a limit ok...keep asking me to tolerate and be understanding (chi : ti liang & bao rong)..... then who is goin to understand my feeling n patch me up. who ??? its just so so so unfair ?? situation is just getting worse and i seriously cant guarantee wat will happen eventho he is sure about it .... i'm really starting to doubt about it but i'm still holdin on to it tightly until the last moment. other than leaving, i cant think of any other way... so i'm really planning on UK asap.
i hope things will go better ......... :(
