rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
-10:49 AM
120808 : office : 1050am
status: hungry bcz we're on 40 days fast & pray. really hope that the clock will tick faster.
why is this gal blogging in the office while she complains that she is super bz....
reason it is bcoz of i'm currently not in my place and i dun have a pc to do my work. so instead i take it as a chance to drop some notes here.
Life had been really bz due to my new office renovation is SS19, just right opposite of toyota showroom. i target that we'll be in latest by 22th august, which is one day b4 my birthday. i foresee that it will be a super tiring week for me and it actually causes my excitement to fade off. how sad isn't it? i have been goin down to site everyday for the past 2 weeks to settle some technical challenge and to rectify it. thank God i have good working mates from isg to solve those problems which is very new to me and i've learned a lot from them. i really salute them...
Everything is movin on fine, joineries are almost done, ceiling and toilet works are done, glass panels are in too...wat is left are timber flooring, carpet, workstations and the last touch up which will spice up the space-lightings. i really hope it will be all done asap then i can really enjoy my birthday.
Besides the challenging n tiring reno works in office where i got to face mon-fri, i started teaching piano classes in a music centre near my house called Deciso, which means Determination. good name isn't it ? whether u r learning or teaching, determination is the key point to strive for the better. i had about 5-6 kids to teach, starting from 930am to about 2pm every saturday. wat i am struggling about is i got to sacrifice my morning sleep and my relaxing breakfast with my family. how sad.... :( its tiring to teach those hyper kids where all they know is banging the piano. well...here is another challenge i think. My day can only starts after 2pm...haih....half of a day gone!!!
Another early start of the day on every sunday is where i need to go for violin classes. i got to drive all the way to puchong and have a half an hour lesson and drive back here...it takes me in total 1hr & 30 mins. but my teacher said that i'm learning fast and she will continue to push me.....look, another pressure to bear. After learning violin for 2months, i can say that learning violin is harder than piano. Piano has black and white keys, up n down, right n left to determine the notes, and each key sounds the same everytime u played it. But wat is with violin is there are only 4 strings, G;D;A;E on a black fingerboard where you are suppose to press on the strings to get the sound of the note...the moment u r a bit off the strings or u r too front or too back, or u dun have the correct pressure on the strings......etc....THAT'S IT!!! squeakinnggg sharp NOISE are all u hear..not forgetting the bow. so the conclusion is::: LEARNING VIOLIN IS HARDER THAN PIANO. but i'm for it ...i need to learn n excel in it no matter what is takes. God, help me please!!!
After my bowing exercise, i got to rush back to church for service....then youth fellowship...
here goes my weekly schedule.... i felt tat i need a break soon....but dunno when :) still looking out for some getaway destination where i can just be me and chill....
have a great day everybody ...got to go c my boss now..
ciao !
Friday, August 8, 2008
-12:02 AM
i just felt like a stupid stupid little rubbish letting somebody fire just for tat 3 mins late for advertisement b4 watching the dark knight....
why like tat 1?? really felt sad n disappointed over that conversation.. y is there people like tat ? am i meeting the wrong person ? just make me wonder who did i just talk to ? isit 'him'? i really doubt it now.
can somebody tell me the answer??????? or write me an ending asap .......... it feels bad hanging on the rope like this... gravity pulls u know...so either push me up all the way or let me down ....
wat in the world is happening around me ??? where do i find joy??? who can make me laugh from the bottom of my heart ? i wan to be me!!!!!! who is willing to accept PAULINE TAN YEN YIN ????????