rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Monday, April 14, 2008
-11:06 PM
hey pauline...
just wondering wats goin on with u ....and wat r u thinking? wats in ur mind?
mind oh my mind .....
heart oh my heart .....
are u thinking correctly ??
are u dreaming the right dream?
then my heart say:"how am i suppose to know? u're giving me too many choices? too many things u wana do..." how ???" .............tell me how???
i find that age is catching up.. i'm 23 this year. many people would say..haih ...u're still young..
but i felt that time pass so quickly. how am i gona achieve my plans in 3 years time. the more i think of it, the more i c it not coming. the more i plan for it, the more i will get disappointed till a point i dunno wat to do. why is there so many choices in life that we need to decide. why not God just put us where He wants us to be or write us a plan book....inside will have information of who ur life partner goin to be, what r u goin to study and wat u goin to be...wat job u gona do..which company n all.... wat hardship u gona face..n etc.....but i know God doesn't want us to be robots...
i just dun like where i got to let go something to go for another but at the same i duno wats best to do ....izit good to let go or i should just stay put and let time leads me wherever. i'm scared .....i'm scared of too many wat if..... wat if i stay, wat if i go ?? no one will or even can tell me wat to do n how to decide now. END UP....i'll still be left with "u like lo....its up to u, follow ur heart..."
but if i let go, i felt really wasted...all my hard work --- " HEART work" will be just 'ppooommppp' no more, no where to be used again...i feel very 不舍得....eventho i c so many things i dun like inside, but i still like the process of it where u get to see the result of ur work built. but i know i cant stay long here.... so y waste time ? y waste effort ? y not just go n focus on wat i will settle down with rite???? yes anot? no point becoz of i felt 浪费 and 不舍得而留下. as i said, i'm not tat young anymore...so..... should make up my mind di.
God!!!!! help me God, show me Lord, tell me where to go and wat to do ......i dun wan to take the wrong step. pllleeeaaasseeee ...............
