rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
-11:19 PM
well...
life to me is monotonous now ..
the canvas has only black, white or gray.....
where is the Pauline fill with colors? isn't life suppose to be colorful and interesting ???
y do i always yearn for things tat i wouldn't get...
am i asking too much of what i should get ?
what is the standard of my satisfaction ?
or has my standard raise ?
did i changed ?
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Tuesday, November 13, 2007
-11:30 PM
If you are Msia's 80s baby,read through this, we grew up watching Transformers, Thundercats, Woody Woodpecker,Chipmunks, Mickey Mouse, Jem, Mask, NinjaTurtles, Voltron, Baja Hitam,Ultraman n not forgettin POWER RANGERS n BUGS BUNNY!!!and anderra yippa mice? care bears too ....:), McGyver ?
had to brush our teeths during recess at primary school? had to hold plastic cups, line up with your classmates side by side and start brushing our teeths, at some open area... or maybe near some drain??
do you still remember that we had 'dentist' rooms where we had to have our teeths check?
not to forget our 'program minum susu' in primary school.. everybody is suppose
to buy like cartons of milk that costed 30 cents.. and you would see everyone drinking it everyday...its d UHTmilk...
the teachers who would want to punish us must use yellow rulers to hit us on
our palms?? 1 metre length..
that a bowl of mihun soup or some souponly costed 50 cents at the school canteen...
went to some sundry shop near the school or to the 'roti' man waiting outside our
schools so that we can buy junk food like chickedees, mamee, ding dang with some toys in it, 'Ti Kam', ice-cream and we would play games like monopoly, uno,
old maid, and all other card games like that...
another fun time would be during Pendidikan Jasmani. the boys would play football while the girls would play netball... and it would be like we were playing in the world cup...we are to jump into the brown guni bag n jump from one end to another, turn ourselves using hullahoops.....
but of course. the best would be main guli, batu seremban, bottlecaps, ice-
cream sticks, 'Pepsi Cola one-two-three', Cops and Robbers, main kejar-kejar duduk,getah... and for the not so active, those kind of 'book games' where we would use buku latihan to draw and ask our friends to play...
do you remember the ice-cream tubes which are actually ice and colouring
that are sold for 10 to 20 cents.. the colourful ones.. where you usually bite
off the top to glup it down.orange tastes b best..(pop-ice)
what about days when we felt like doing naughty things such as folding papers so small to make 'lastik' amd shoot each other... how about throwing chalks?? - only done by notty boys...
back then, micheal jackson was just turning white.. and still had albums coming out.. compared to CD's, we were listening to tapes that sold for RM9.90...
well, are we all getting older or what?
1) if you understand what you have read and you are smiling...
2) we have friends from school that are already married...
3) we shake our heads everytime we see high school students fussing about
their handphones in school..
4) we don't hang on phone with our friends for hours a day talking about nothing...
5) when we meet back with our friends from time to time, we feel excited and
happy talking about old times, the funny 'adventures' or stories that we experienced as a kid..
last but not least, that when i read this, it makes me think of all the
happy & sad memories that you have experienced when i was still a kid.
time flies really really fast .....i really miss those days .....how i wish i could just teleport back into time and go through it once more ....
Thursday, November 8, 2007
-11:23 PM
I've read this article that is written by George Carlin after his wife died recently ....
Read what he says ......
Actually there are so many things happening in life till a point that we don't realize it or felt that the world is actually moving fast.... faster than u can imagine.
What a difference a sad event in someone's life makes.
This article is something so very eloquent...and so very appropriate and i felt it really true and personal.
A Message by George Carlin:
We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time.
We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.
We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.
We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.
We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not better things.
We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.
These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes.
These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill.
It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete...
Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever.
Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.
Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent.
Remember, to say, 'I love you' to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you.
Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again.
Give time to love, give time to speak! And give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.
AND ALWAYS REMEMBER:
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.
Saturday, November 3, 2007
-4:07 PM
October Fest!!! 26-28th October 07
fun experience ....remind me of my trip to sydney with choi and the gang ....-in the restaurant called Lowenbreau
you need to use 2 50cents coin to buy one of these....cheap rite ..
imagine the q....... people start lining up at 430pm where it actually starts at 5pm. and everything were sold out by latest 630pm .........WOW!!!