rediscovering eden
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the bright and morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me
whom shall i fear
whom shall i fear
i am yours
dailies
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
-11:48 PM
the last last moment in melbourne.....in tullamarine, melbourne
Thursday, September 20, 2007
-10:42 PM
enough of melbourne.....may be its time for me write about how m i and msia...i believe everybody will be wondering how is pauline? what is this girl doing back there?erhmm...... may be i stucked myself too deep into melbourne until i can't pull myself out of that wonderful city. i believe everybody will agree with me, rite? days are hot here, my feet grow big n red until i cant fit in my shoes... the pores on my face grows bigger, i need to shower 3 times a day bcoz of the humid weather, i can't really fall a sleep at nite...n all ......hhehehe!!! so much complains from this gal yea? this was the 1st 2 weeks back in kl. give me some time alrite?my daily activities now are :::: wake up - eat - surf - pick my sister up - eat - home or wake up - facial or back treatment by joyce - eat - shop - hang outwaiiiitttt...dun straight away say that i'm a lazy gal ....in the middle of all these things, i will spare some time to do my port folio, preparing to go for an interview anytime. its almost done...actually i'm quite reluctant to face the fact that i need to go out into the field and start my career. i dun like the fact tat i'm a degree graduate but there are alot of things out there that i still dunno. it will be really stupid rite?? may be i got some phobia towards id bcoz of the way my id frens work, even kal himself....really scares me sometimes....the more i know about the field, the more that i wan to run away from it... is tat wat i really wan to do ???to my melbourne frens :::i really miss Melbourne alot...i miss u guys alot....i still remember all of u deeply...i really wish i can go back to melbourne whenever i like...eventho i cant stay there for long, but at least i can still hang out with u guys. i miss my stadium apartment, i miss my room, i miss my housemates.....i miss the cakes and coffee there, i miss the weather there, i miss the trams, the exhibitions, nandos, and ......the shopping there - supre, dotti, forever new, guess, cotton on, nine west, jeanswest, 7 angels, myers, david jones... and everything !!!! of coz on top of all that i also miss cell group, blast and mpc alot....after i come back here, i know there are lots of things that i need to re-adjust back and re-adapt. the hardest i think is the msian culture....cant really comment much on it ....sensitive!!though there are so so so much of d' MISS ... BUT i'm quite comforted becoz i'm with my family,my daddy mummy, my sisters, especially joyce ...heheh!!can get excellent facial...nice rite??and....also to be with my life committed partner, things are really different when u do things with the one u love. i'm happy to meet my buddies of my life - mh, yh, lyn....u gals are the best!!! i'm happy that i dun need to think of wat to cook, dun need to carry heavy groceries, dun need to clean my house as much .....and 1 more thing, dun need to hand wash my clothes...hhahaha!!! but i'm glad that i've gone tru all these myself b4 ...i believed that God will bring me to the company that He wants me to work in and learned from it. i will start my job hunting very soon.... hope tat i'm prepared for it !
-2:00 AM
some words to leave behind ....
God is great! God is wonderful! God is marvelous!
It is ALL by His grace, love and strength.
He had opened my eyes and helped me realise once again that His loving arms would just be right beside me whenever and wherever. I was weak, lonely, sad and pessimistic, but my loving God sent MPC and BLAST people to be around me. I really felt loved, cared for and supported.
My heart was really touched to see young people having the heart and compassion to serve God. I was tired, drain out and always wanted to quit in serving Him. But my spirit was really lifted up and encouraged by the fire that stirred their heart for the lost.
I can see people here are really doing things FOR GOD by faith. “Faith comes through hearing, and hearing by the word of God”. I believe this is what God wants me to see and learn in Australia – to be refreshed and to regenerate myself to serve Him wholeheartedly.
When we’re serving Him zealously, be reminded always to take a moment of silence, be still and enjoy His sweet and awesome presence.
Friday, September 14, 2007
-8:02 PM
winter camp ......24th -26th August 2007the 2nd time i join MSF for winter camp .....hooray!!!! but this year is for 3 days 2 nites in Howqua (at the foot of mt buller) it was a wonderful campsite....really big....the place was also nice!this camp was just one day b4 i leave ....actually it's quite rush for me to pack up everything and do those last minute shopping. But it was alrite la ...i enjoy it alot....i'm happy that i can spent the last moment with them bcoz there are really one important part of my life. i really miss them alot alot alot ....i hope i can continue to be with them. eventhough there might be some times that really irritates me or make me frustrated ...but i still enjoy all these happy and upset moments. i'm happy to c people grow, i'm happy to c people changed to the better, and i'm happy that i experience alot with them. ALL these moments will be with my memory forever.sometimes i think u'll treasure more when u know u gonna leave...:(:(this is wat 3 of us like to do whenever we have a camera ..heheheh!!!
me and keat in the campsidewe're flying ...
i dunno wat m i doing.....
this is one of the game that we played..it was really funny!!
they did a suprise birthday celebration for me
and its the worst ever thing i had on my birthday
yiiissshhhh......
sweet experience
with custard cake....
hahahaa!!!!
'finally my "REAL" CAKE
SOME EMO MOMENTS WITH MY LOVELY FRIENDS
some pictures with fantastic frens b4 everything ends
this is kaming ....he got the retro look....hehehe!!!
talented director...hope can work with him again...
me with the women
d'musician team...
me n cecil...
i wanted to buy this shirt to show my dad
hahahaa! better not ~~~~
Tuesday, September 11, 2007
-12:46 AM
the nite b4 i left melbourne...ben, jason, hong, victoria, jake and ian came over and we had some drinks..it was really fun and i miss all of them...( we finished one chivas bottle ) crazy drinkers!!! hahaha!!!
Sunday, September 9, 2007
-1:30 AM
here some crazy moments i have with nary ( the cute korean gal ) .... in the middle of waiting .....
sad that i'm leaving i dunno wat are we doing there ??
acting stupid???
but it was fun !!!
Tuesday, September 4, 2007
-11:28 PM
on my birthday ....23rd august 07with wonderful housemate, there are just wonderful people ... they are the best ever housemate i lived... we only lived together around 6 months but we felt that we had known each other for so so long time. we cooked, buy groceries, clean, vacum, eat, laugh, cry like a baby also ...hahhaa!!! very good experience.....love it !!!we had dinner in blue fire, docklands .....we ordered one bottle of Riesling, Brown Brothers...all of us each one get one glass. we drank slowly in the beginning ..but i notice both of their faces start turning in a big red tomato and is burning hot...hahaha!!! so funniiieee..... so ...both of them din help me alot in drinking that nite. i almost drank the whole bottle. they both averagely only had one glass. doinkkkyyaauuu!!!!they went and arrange something with the waitress.... which is to bring the cake out for me after i come out from toilet. but then another clumsy waitress brought the cake without the candle. then i saw eelaine talking to the waitress ...then the waitress walked away with a cake??? then i was wondering did we order tat???hahaha!!! then ee said ...they deliver wrongly. hahaha!!! not long after that ....the more clever waitress brought the cake to me from the back...so sweet!!!it was a very satisfying meal....with my lovely daughters, with their lovely gift to me ....after that, we took a lot of pictures outside b4 goin back..hahaha!!!cheers to our frienship!!!
my birthday suprise .... making my 1st wish this year....guess wat will it be???
probably the last fun shooting time with my daughters...
mama love u all oh !!!
thanks alot.....
all my sweeettt pressie i receive from all my friends..you are important in my lifemeant a lot to me you become part of my lifewill always treasure and cherish it ....... forever .........
thanks to swinburne cell members, the most happening cell ever... my wonderful housemates cum daughters, cute and pretty.... my new fantastic friend - matthew, will c u back in msia again i hope... my very special and "grouse" (in french, duno whether i spell it correctly) fren - iiun thor, thanks for all the memories in melb in this 6 months ..... and my forever guy who loved me dearly and also .... the love of my life, kalvin.
